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iv never felt this sad in my entire life, cant stop crying. i cant even talk about it out loud it hurts so much, its like i got hit by a truck. i cant even think of words to help explain how i feel. iv never just left my guard down and let someone in so much only to have it all be for nothing. ill never make that mistake again. caring about someone so much and not getting the same in return, hurts. i dont hate him, i could never, how can i when i still care so much for him. relationships are a mistake they will take you from being the happiest youv ever felt to an all time low, who needs that? well iv always said its good to try everything once, so now i can honestly say i know what its like to have my heart broken.
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[22 Nov 2005|12:57pm] |
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i like today
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[20 Nov 2005|08:13am] |
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last couple of days havent been good..at all. I not gonna go into detail why, but my life is sucking hard rite now. i honestly hate the feeling of not being able to control whats making my life so shitty. i feel an awesome break down coming, stick around for the show folks.
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[24 Jul 2005|12:07pm] |
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so last nite was the funnest and worst nite iv had in a long time. oooo well
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[04 Jul 2005|01:53pm] |
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happy 4 th of july!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[09 Apr 2005|01:20pm] |
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ME AND TINA ARE APARTMENT HUNTING AND I AM LOOKING FOR A JOB..FINALLY!!
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[03 Apr 2005|06:14pm] |
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so yeh when i was in san francisco zach insisted i have a Live journal so here i am and i dont know how to work this thing...my space is much better sorry!
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[02 Apr 2005|03:51am] |
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my last name isn't really meeks, but i wish it was.
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