urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:julie_meeks julie lenore sharpe julie lenore sharpe 2005-11-25T11:05:28Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:julie_meeks:2192 2005-11-25T11:05:28Z 2005-11-25T11:05:28Z iv never felt this sad in my entire life, cant stop crying. i cant even talk about it out loud it hurts so much, its like i got hit by a truck. i cant even think of words to help explain how i feel. iv never just left my guard down and let someone in so much only to have it all be for nothing. ill never make that mistake again. caring about someone so much and not getting the same in return, hurts. i dont hate him, i could never, how can i when i still care so much for him. relationships are a mistake they will take you from being the happiest youv ever felt to an all time low, who needs that? well iv always said its good to try everything once, so now i can honestly say i know what its like to have my heart broken. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:julie_meeks:1880 2005-11-22T20:57:50Z 2005-11-22T20:57:50Z i like today urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:julie_meeks:1729 2005-11-20T16:21:22Z 2005-11-20T16:21:22Z eisley last couple of days havent been good..at all. I not gonna go into detail why, but my life is sucking hard rite now. i honestly hate the feeling of not being able to control whats making my life so shitty. i feel an awesome break down coming, stick around for the show folks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:julie_meeks:1325 2005-07-24T19:13:34Z 2005-07-24T19:13:34Z so last nite was the funnest and worst nite iv had in a long time. oooo well urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:julie_meeks:1257 2005-07-04T20:55:02Z 2005-07-04T20:55:02Z happy 4 th of july!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:julie_meeks:901 2005-04-09T20:21:45Z 2005-04-09T20:21:45Z ME AND TINA ARE APARTMENT HUNTING AND I AM LOOKING FOR A JOB..FINALLY!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:julie_meeks:559 2005-04-04T01:23:59Z 2005-04-04T01:23:59Z so yeh when i was in san francisco zach insisted i have a Live journal so here i am and i dont know how to work this thing...my space is much better sorry! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:julie_meeks:375 2005-04-02T11:51:45Z 2005-04-02T11:51:45Z my last name isn't really meeks, but i wish it was.